If I Only Could Castiel x Angel!Reader

Her cries and screams were muffled by the gag that once held chloroform. Her head was banging from the loss of hydration , the foul taste of blood mixed with metal. Her short, black dress was ripped to shreds, the ladders in her tights scattered, dry with blood.The hunter kept on teasing and running the blade softly across her neck. He then made a thick cut across her neck, she couldn't hold back her essence anymore. Her grace seeped out of her cuts and the despicable man let the sparkling blue liquid drip into a flask. Her eyes clenched close and she tried to pull her body out of the leather straps.


"Y'know, this'd all wouldn't of happened if you just told me where little Cassy was but you had to play the hero. Mighty ____, the guardian of heaven- but oh wait? This little angel is poisoned with guilt and betrayal of her brothers, who's so saint now?" He spat and teased, walking around her as she scream in pain, the gag falling out of her mouth.
"CASTIEL!" She screeched, the memories more painful than her physical pain. Suddenly, Castiel appeared with anger blazing in his eyes.
He marched up to the torturer ruthlessly, grabbing his cranium in his hands and killing him instantly. Quickly, Cas unbuckled the straps and cradled her in his arms.

It doesn't hurt me.
Do you want to feel how it feels?
Do you want to know that it doesn't hurt me?
Do you want to hear about the deal that I'm making?
You, it's you and me.

"C-Cas." She choked out, feeling his hand stroke her cheek.
"Hold on, you're going to be fine." He reassured her, grabbing the bottle of her essense and pouring it into her mouth, before sealing her wounds. She looked normal, no traces of hurt or pain except for her teary eyes.
"Are you alright?" She asked him, her selflessness a charm and a burden.
"I'm fine, more importantly are you?" His blue eyes scanned her over.


And if I only could,
I'd make a deal with God,
And I'd get him to swap our places,

"Castiel you can't keep saving me like this, the Winchesters are more important. Lucifer is going to get ahold of me and there's nothing you can do." She smiled sadly.
"Nothing-NOTHING IS MORE IMPORTANT THAN YOU!" He bellowed, burying his head in her hair.
"Cas-"
"For once ____, listen to me. Understand that I need you, just-just try to stay here."
She crawled into his lap and bound her hand with his.

Be running up that road,
Be running up that hill,
Be running up that building.
If I only could, oh

"Oh Castiel, why are you so stubborn?" She smiled, rubbing his cheeks. His eyes closed as her cold hands stroked the bleeding cut from his forehead.
"____ I don't understand? Why do you make my heart race and my cheeks redden?"
Her eyes locked with his and her smile widened cheek to cheek.
"That Cas, is love." He helped her up, as they walked out of the warehouse, hand in hand. Her black wings emerged with Castiel's as they took a stroll across the park.

You don't want to hurt me,
But see how deep the bullet lies.
Unaware I'm tearing you asunder.
Ooh, there is thunder in our hearts.

Is there so much hate for the ones we love?
Tell me, we both matter, don't we?
You, it's you and me.
It's you and me won't be unhappy. 

For now they wouldn't think about the enemies or the future, they'd concentrate on now. The happy times with the Winchesters and together in general. They'd spend every day smiling and together without thinking about Lucifer's plans. They'd forget about the past and spill their words carefully.

"C'mon, baby, c'mon darling,
Let me steal this moment from you now.
C'mon, angel, c'mon, c'mon, darling,
Let's exchange the experience, oh"

Because love was love and that binding wouldn't break...yet.