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Keep It Slim Bucky x Bullied!Reader

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~.I'm going through a rough breakup with you know who and I found out he's been flirting with this girl whilst dating me. I feel really betrayed and depressed and I just needed to write some fluff to take my mind off of it.

Warnings: Self Loathing, bullying, physical and verbal abuse and strong and sensitive language.

You have been warned, enjoy.~




A deep pang of self loathing hit her in the face. Her school was so pathetic, they ignored the hate blogs about her on the school website, the endless torment through lessons whenever they'd put pictures of her and draw repulsive things with it, Photoshop her, destroy her work and throw verbal and physical abuse at her. The entire school hated her for no reason, other than the fact she was in the Avengers. They made her feel guilty for her powers that she had no control over. The girls would call her roasted at the stake, her powers being able to control fire and sources of light. The boys would beat her physically, shoving her into her locker or a new bruise pattern on her back or face. Bucky, her boyfriend, was going to pick her up from school today, which made her smile with the text he sent her.

Hey _____,

I'll step by your school and pick you up, save you from walking.

Love ya doll, Bucky.

Smiling, she ignored the girls throwing paper balls at her and kept her focus on the clock, four minutes till the end of the day. They passed by quickly, so when the bell rang she escaped the classroom and went to her locker, picking up Bucky's black jacket and wrapping it around her. On her bag she had a little keychain of an metal arm, reminder of him. Walking to the restrooms, she wiped away her mascara tears and re applied her eyeliner, brushing out her hair and straightening her white vest top and her jeans.

Oooh
Oooh

Put your make up on
Get your nails done
Curl your hair
Run the extra mile
Keep it slim so they like you, do they like you?


Turning around, she saw three girls lined in front of her, four guys from the football team behind. ____ gulped, crashing into the wall.
"Where's the whore going today, looking for a plastic surgeon to fix up your face?" A brunette sneered, kicking her in the gut with her heel.
Two guys from the football team held her arms back, the other two punched and kicked her.
"Let me go!" She screamed, kicking her legs out to accomplish something, failing miserably.
"You gonna start blubbering like a baby, little emo faggot."
"You're a parasite, a repulsive bitch. Mutant."
"Monster."
"Filth."
Each word would be a punch to the gut, or a kick to her smooth skin.
After getting bored, they left her in the corner of the bathroom, a sobbing mess.
She pulled herself up, slinging her bag over her shoulder, she was used to this by now. Brushing her clothing, she walked through the car park and jumped into Bucky's car.
"How was school?"
"Fine."
"____-"
"Please, can we just go home?"

Get your sexy on
Don't be shy, girl
Take it off
This is what you want, to belong, so they like you
Do you like you?


Arriving home, ____ ran to the bathroom and locked the door. Leaning on it, she began sobbing into her hand and curled up into a ball.
"____, are you alright."
"Y-yeah."
"Baby, open the door."
"Buck-"
"Open the fucking door."
She pried the handle gently, and Bucky picked her up and cradled her like a child. The muffled cries were softened by his jacket pressing into her face, the warm musk filling her nose and comforting her.
"What happened?" He sat her on the bed infront of him, kneeling down between her legs and rubbing his hand across it. Sniffling, she did Bucky's jacket up on her and wiped her tears with the sleeve.
"T-the people in school beat me up and-and they said some horrible stuff, there's blogs about me and everyone hates me!" She cried, falling into his lap.
"Doll, why didn't you tell me?"
"B-Bucky, why does ev-everyone hate me?" She looked up at him with bloodshot teary eyes.
"I love you." He said, standing up with her, placing her infront of the mirror. He undid the jacket and showed her body in the reflection.
"See this, perfect body. Beautiful figure. Your face, angelic. But what's in here..." He pressed his cold finger to her chest.
"This is the most fragile and delicate and loving thing ever." He pressed kisses to her shoulders.

You don't have to try so hard
You don't have to, give it all away
You just have to get up, get up, get up, get up
You don't have to change a single thing


"James..." She moaned lightly, the cool sensation of the metal cooling her skin. He continued to pepper her with kisses and slight suction on her neck.
"Don't let them win, don't let them make you into one of their clones."
"Don't turn into a mindless idiot because you're perfect now. If you show them they've won by changing you the bullying wont stop it will show how weak you are but you're not weak. I've seen you battle aliens and armies. You're not a freak. ____ ____ you don't have to try to be good enough because you are way better than them."


You don't have to try so hard
You don't have to bend until you break
You just have to get up, get up, get up, get up
You don't have to change a single thing

You don't have to try, try, try, try
You don't have to try, try, try, try
You don't have to try
You don't have to try



Bucky sat down, pulling her into his lap. He opened the lid of the laptop and reported all of the hate blogs, emailing the principle and the teachers about the blogs and the students. Then he went through her page and added a picture of her and Bucky hugging outside of the White house. He  helped her pick the background to an more enlighting sunset than the basic black she had before. After tweaking it and making it more happier, he put a note to her desktop.
"Whenever you're in college and feeling down, click on that note and it'll reassure you, you are loved."
The words read:
You don't have to try, because you are a beautiful doll.
 So, will you marry me?

You don't have to try, try, try, try
You don't have to try, try, try, try
You don't have to try, try, try, try
You don't have to try
Yooou don't have to try

Noooo
Oooh

Bucky knealt down in front of her, a beautiful diamond ring with a silver band. Her hands flew to her mouth as happy tears strolled down her red tears,
"B-Bucky, yes, a million times yes!" She leapt into his arms and kissed him deeply, feeling the ring fit onto her finger perfectly.

You don't have to try so hard
You don't have to, give it all away
You just have to get up, get up, get up, get up
You don't have to change a single thing

You don't have to try, try, try, try
You don't have to try, try, try, try
You don't have to try, try, try, try
You don't have to try


Days past and Tony had already set up an engagement party, filled with expensive gifts that they most likely will not need, except for the white suit he made for ____, which she'd had plenty of fun riding around in.
The candles were going out so she re lit them with a snap of her fingers. Bucky watched, he'd seen her do it before but it still puzzled and excited him.
He looked her up and down, admiring her; perfectly curled hair, a dust pink and cream, flowing dress and the engagement ring snug on her finger, showing she belong to someone. The porch had been converted into a dance floor.
His hands held her waist, pulling her to the dance floor. A soft song played, the delicate music twinkling and a thousand creamy white balloons were in everyone's hands.
"3,2,-" Everyone cheered, the Avengers, Loki, Sam, Fury, Agent Hill and all the new SHEILD agents.
Bucky swiftly placed the string of a balloon into their hands and smiled.
"1!" The balloons flew into the air, circling and floating in the inky black sky, replacing the stars.
"Are you ready?" Bucky murmered, placing his forehead to hers.
"For what?" She smiled, before connecting her lips with his.

Take your make up off
Put your head down
Take a breath
Look into the mirror, at yourself

 
"For the rest of our lives, Mrs Barnes?"
"Never been more ready, Mr Barnes."

Don't you like you?
Cause I like you

FLUFF AND MORE FLUFF AND ANGST, ENJOY.

BUT DONT STEAL, PLS ;-;

Bucky, Avengers, Sam, Agent Hill, Nick Fury belong to MARVEL + Stan Lee.
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